Molika has some terrible news

[Jankovska]

Hey Molika

I am so sorry to hear about your news but you must stay strong and positive, give that cancer a big kick up the bum and send it away from you. You will need all your energy and strenght, don't waste it on being scared (I know easier said than done), invest it all in fighting and staying strong. Ti posakuvam najbrzo zakrepnuvanje od se srce i ocekuvam da ni pratis tuka dobri vesti. Stay strong
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[molika]

i was diagnosed on the 4th of july, a date that i will be celebrating for many years to come, i will. i know i am amongst wonderful people when i posted a few days ago. i may not tell people on the corner street, but reading all these positive replies touches my soul in so many ways.

Anxiety visits know and then, wants to break me but i fight it with everything i have. i live in a different world from that day on.
Julie thank you so much for your advice, i will try the screaming thing.
re: treatment plan is chemo radio and hormone therapy, full works. i consented to a advanced test to determine the reaccurance, this was sent to america california last week. once we have the results my oncologist can plan my chemo. i had the surgery on the 12th july, i am still recoverying.
life has a new look to it, that is for sure. the more i open up the more people seem to be supportive, i have found my parents just want to keep quiet and not tell any one, like most older parents do. I actually dont care to tell my relatives, i told one cousin her response was pretty ordinary. i appreciate all your support

[molika]

julie, i did some reading on chemo scary shit. im not prepared to this chemo but i need to be, i am going into the city tomorrow to an information centre.


my surgeon recommended my tumor sample be sent to america to grade my reacurrance, if the test shows high reading chemo is a must, but if the test shows low reading the results are 0 to 100. my pathology results came back stage 2 breast cancer which means chemo is unsure if needed depending on this reacurrance fact.

[molika]

julie are your talking about the universal law, were you take yourself out of a situation, visualise positive energy a friend of mine has been telling me about it.

[molika]

dear friend, this is more of a mental strain then the actual cancer. i know its all in my mine. one day i was fine the next i am told "sorry but you have breast cancer", shit i'm dead. i will find my path to a balance mind and spirit

[Dimko-piperkata]

molika,

dont let them fool you...everyone of us has this cancer cells, this is absolute normal.
sometimes the cancer blood value is increased but that is also absolute normal...
the western healthcare system is not interested in healthy humans, the system must roll and the money must flow.

please do not the mistake and let them poison you with chemo!
have u got friends of jewish faith ? if yes, ask them why they didnt get a chemo therapy.

here are some utube videos, please watch them and invastigate more on utube, this are only a little part of videos dedicated to the cancer hoax.

‪NATURE | The Venom Cure | A Precious Elixir | PBS‬‏ - YouTube

‪Vanishing Breast Cancer LIES‬‏ - YouTube

‪Kill Cancer cells with cannabinoids thc cannabis hemp mariju‬‏ - YouTube

‪Cancer: What They Are Not Telling You‬‏ - YouTube

‪Proof Marijuana CURES Cancer‬‏ - YouTube

‪Cancer - A Natural Alternative to Chemotherapy on the next NaturalNews Talk Hour‬‏ - YouTube

‪THC (marijuana) Helps Cure Cancer Says Harvard Study‬‏ - YouTube

‪Cancer Can Be Cured Without Chemotherapy‬‏ - YouTube

‪Cancer beaten WITHOUT Chemotherapy‬‏ - YouTube




‪Kill Cancer cells with cannabinoids thc cannabis hemp mariju‬‏ - YouTube

[Risto the Great]

Molika, ultimately you must take the path that makes the most sense to you and gives you the most confidence.

Julie is presently in transit heading towards our homeland. She may not be in a position to respond to you for some time.

It sounds like you have an excellent attitude. I am confident you will overcome this and be better for it.

[Makedonska_Kafana]

My, thoughts and prayers are with you Molika

[julie]

Molika, sorry have not gotten back to you sooner am currently in Scotland and off to Ireland tomorrow then Macedonia by next week.

Be guided by your doctor, if it is unnecessary then dont do the chemo, how comfortable are you around your doc and how much faith do you have in him, if in any doubt get a second opinion beautiful

You are going to be ok and I know it, its normal to be scared, but dont let it over run you. And yell,absolutely, its no universal law at all, just what I felt I needed to do on getting rid of my anger so I may heal

With your family, the people you expect to be most supportive can actually be the opposite. Sometimes its cos they cant handle it themselves and dont know what to say. Have the person you feel closest too that does not judge you by your side and everyone else, does not matter

I dont follow any particular path or structured anything actually am quite unique Just do what is right for you, meditating and stating I am healed in body , mind and spirit zillions of times a day will have you beleiving it too. Meditation is good for the soul, and when have not meditated for a while am always out of sorts

keep affirming I am healed in body mind and spirit, and know that all of our prayers are with you, you will be ok sis, I know it

lots love xxxxxxxxxx

[molika]

julie, you are so right about family in this situation. i love them i know they mean well to keep me positive but sometimes i am angry i do need to explode if i need to and i dont like being told control myself or dont get angry. it has the opposite effect,you are right about that.

i hope something amazing comes out of this, if i someone up there picked me to prove my courage to test my greatest challenge of my life, i am faken determine will not fail. What ever it take fail is not an option, not this time.

[molika]

Molika, ultimately you must take the path that makes the most sense to you and gives you the most confidence.

Julie is presently in transit heading towards our homeland. She may not be in a position to respond to you for some time.

It sounds like you have an excellent attitude. I am confident you will overcome this and be better for it.

Most days i am positive but i will always have the one question on my mind, no one can give me the answer to, thats, why me?

why me?, plays over and over in my head like the old LP vinyl records.
i too believe i will come good, i also believe we are bloody lucky to be in this country with the excellent medics we have.

oh, if any greeks what to take me on in this tread, oh bring it on.... greek is what i need right know use them as my web therapy

[Daniel the Great]

I am sorry to hear about that Molika, all the best, make sure you stay strong and positive and im sure you will overcome this. God bless you.

[julie]

In Dublin Scotland ATM

Molika, family don't understand and its because they cannot deal with it, not because they are judging you at all, my own family were all hopeless, some were in denial, some were telling me to keep it all inward, and some would tell me off for the way I dealt with things.

If you have faith, then pray. If you have someone that is prepared to stand by you and not judge you, use them. Learn to meditate if You dont know how, buy or download a guided meditation from the internet, its so good to calm the mind

I too , have been guilty of "why me" and "what have I done to deserve this" and "what else is there for me to get"
Its normal to question, but its all part of the grand plan , the meaning of life. Its about having courage and faith and its to make you learn something about yourself. I look on everything as a positive, because I re-evaluate my life goals and then make changes that feel right for me
Its about what is important in life and not materialism, but the things that money cannot buy. It builds character and strength and shows you how strong you are, because you are strong. God will only give us how much we can deal with, and its becuase we can.
Its to help others and mentor and guide them, and for you to see this, will happen, you will find another path in life, we are always at the crossroads in our lives and the path we take will determine the outcome
I know you are strong, because you are a Macedonian woman. Its in our blood. Live one day at a time and find something positive each day, a pretty sunrise, or sunset, a bird singing, take joy out of the gift of life and focus POSITIVE thoughts on being well and keep affirming every day, several times a day, I am healed in body, mind and spirit.

You will look back on this in a couple of months time and see it is becuae you need to make some decisions about where you want to be in life, get rid of the negative people that drain you , that are negative, because that is not good for your soul, your precious soul needs strength to fight and heal, and YOU are the most important person in this world
I have been praying for you and thinking of you and have sent prayers from some very holy places in the churches have visited last few days, in Durham England, In Scotland Roslin chapel and most holy of all yesterday, I felt filled by the Holy Spirit St Patricks church in Amagh Ireland. I know God heard me, and I want you to have faith, and keep strong and know that you are not alone

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[Risto the Great]

Most days i am positive but i will always have the one question on my mind, no one can give me the answer to, thats, why me?

why me?, plays over and over in my head like the old LP vinyl records.
i too believe i will come good, i also believe we are bloody lucky to be in this country with the excellent medics we have.

Yes, a very tough question indeed. No answers here. If you believe in God, then He is either testing you or punishing you. I find either line of thought gives me no comfort whatsoever. If God is not that significant at this point in your life, this can only be the result of some genetic pre-disposition or something you have been exposed to over time. Either way, it is indeed a test and we human beings do not test ourselves very much.

Challenge your beliefs and marvel at your growth in this difficult time. Own your healing process so as to ensure nobody else tries to do it for you. This one is all yours and only you will know whether you are satisfied with your commitment to your healing process.

Do not underestimate your mind's ability to heal. You must focus your mind on the illness in your body and highlight the urgency to self-heal. I have been involved with martial arts almost all of my life. I did a course called "six sounds chi kung" once upon a time. Certain sounds target different parts of your anatomy. It seemed a little far fetched to me (I was quite young when I did the course) but later I read that lions purr in a similar fashion to assist with self healing. The vibrations at different frequencies target different areas of your body. Go figure ... whatever works.

If you have the inclination and strength to travel, don't hesitate to come to Adelaide. I'm sure I can ensure you have a great time and (when she is back) Julie would be wonderful to spend time with.

topli pozdravi

[molika]

In Dublin Scotland ATM

Molika, family don't understand and its because they cannot deal with it, not because they are judging you at all, my own family were all hopeless, some were in denial, some were telling me to keep it all inward, and some would tell me off for the way I dealt with things.

If you have faith, then pray. If you have someone that is prepared to stand by you and not judge you, use them. Learn to meditate if You dont know how, buy or download a guided meditation from the internet, its so good to calm the mind

I too , have been guilty of "why me" and "what have I done to deserve this" and "what else is there for me to get"
Its normal to question, but its all part of the grand plan , the meaning of life. Its about having courage and faith and its to make you learn something about yourself. I look on everything as a positive, because I re-evaluate my life goals and then make changes that feel right for me
Its about what is important in life and not materialism, but the things that money cannot buy. It builds character and strength and shows you how strong you are, because you are strong. God will only give us how much we can deal with, and its becuase we can.
Its to help others and mentor and guide them, and for you to see this, will happen, you will find another path in life, we are always at the crossroads in our lives and the path we take will determine the outcome
I know you are strong, because you are a Macedonian woman. Its in our blood. Live one day at a time and find something positive each day, a pretty sunrise, or sunset, a bird singing, take joy out of the gift of life and focus POSITIVE thoughts on being well and keep affirming every day, several times a day, I am healed in body, mind and spirit.

You will look back on this in a couple of months time and see it is becuae you need to make some decisions about where you want to be in life, get rid of the negative people that drain you , that are negative, because that is not good for your soul, your precious soul needs strength to fight and heal, and YOU are the most important person in this world
I have been praying for you and thinking of you and have sent prayers from some very holy places in the churches have visited last few days, in Durham England, In Scotland Roslin chapel and most holy of all yesterday, I felt filled by the Holy Spirit St Patricks church in Amagh Ireland. I know God heard me, and I want you to have faith, and keep strong and know that you are not alone

xxxxx00000xxxx

julz, i am beginning to understand to listen to my inner self, and repeat unlifting positive words over and over again. its just the beginning of my new life. i am at the cross road of the life i had, i am facing something i never imagined would come my way. Here i am, gathering strength, from amazing people like you Julie. I thank u.